{"id":1658,"date":"2014-06-03T21:21:11","date_gmt":"2014-06-03T20:21:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/?p=1658"},"modified":"2014-06-04T15:31:23","modified_gmt":"2014-06-04T14:31:23","slug":"bir-dogum-gunu-anisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/?p=1658","title":{"rendered":"B\u0130R DO\u011eUM G\u00dcN\u00dc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Bir \u00e7ok \u015feyi unutabilirsiniz ancak do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerini asla! ve ya bir \u00e7ok do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc daveti\u2019de alabilirsiniz kat\u0131lmamazl\u0131k olmaz asla!<\/strong>\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/dogumgunu.swf\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-1679\" style=\"border: 4px solid black; margin: 4px;\" title=\"kapak_02\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/kapak_021-300x221.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"221\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/kapak_021-300x221.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/kapak_021-1024x756.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/kapak_021.jpg 1150w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a> Zihninizin me\u015fgul oldu\u011fu bir g\u00fcnde b\u00f6yle bir hata yapt\u0131ysan\u0131z ve kendinizi affettirmek i\u00e7in g\u00fczel bir do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc mesaj\u0131 ar\u0131yorsan\u0131z daha fazla aramay\u0131n. Mesajla kendinizi affetirece\u011finizi san\u0131yorsan\u0131z yan\u0131l\u0131yorsunuz. Elinizde do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnden kalm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u00e7 resim i\u015fte tek \u015fans\u0131n\u0131z. Zaman ne kadar ge\u00e7mi\u015f olursa olsun an\u0131lar\u0131 tazeledi\u011fi i\u00e7in resim makbule ge\u00e7ecektir. Bundan sonra geli\u015fen olaylar, bazen ac\u0131, bazen tatl\u0131 tesad\u00fcflerle s\u00fcslenecektir. Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn gecesi \u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p herkesten iltifat almay\u0131 kim istemez? Yine de, o g\u00fcn ne giymeliyim kayg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sizi endi\u015felendirmesine izin vermeyin. Evet, g\u00fcnd\u00fczden ka\u00e7anlar\u0131n, gece ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n filmi gibi izledim Fato\u015fun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc partisini. Bu parti\u2018de delifi\u015fek partiler kadar kalabal\u0131kt\u0131. Ve \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn gecesine y\u00fcr\u00fcyen bir yaln\u0131z adam ve ona e\u015flik eden ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131c\u0131 bir g\u00f6rsellik. Hatice&#8217;nin mekan\u0131 ve manzara birle\u015firse, bir \u00f6yk\u00fc yerine, bir durum, bir hal resmedilirse, b\u00f6ylesi bir g\u00f6rsellik, b\u00f6ylesi bir seyirlik \u00e7\u0131kar ortaya, hani \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczle\u015ftirmek gibi. Daha nas\u0131l anlat\u0131l\u0131r? \u0130\u015fte t\u0131pk\u0131 bir r\u00fcya gibi, insan\u0131n hayattaki yolculu\u011fu gibi, tatl\u0131 bir yorgunluk gibi, hep g\u00fczelli\u011fi aray\u0131p, hi\u00e7 bulamamak gibi. O gece sadece resim \u00e7ekerek rak\u0131m\u0131 yudumlad\u0131m. Dans etmek, oynamak gibi bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye kap\u0131lmad\u0131m. Gece insanlar\u0131 farkl\u0131 farkl\u0131d\u0131r, kimi solu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n gecelerde al\u0131r, kimi de kendiyle ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131r. Se\u00e7enekler aras\u0131nda vampir olmak da yoktur, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Belki upuzun g\u00fcnd\u00fczlerden ziyade, \u015feb-i yelda\u2019y\u0131 sevmektedirler, o kadar. Bir hik\u00e2ye anlatmadan da, pek \u00e7ok konuya de\u011finilebilece\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bu gecede, delilikten, sarho\u015flu\u011fa, uyu\u015fukluktan co\u015fmaya, kom\u015fulardan dostlara, bili\u015fimden do\u011frudan etkile\u015fime, art\u0131k akl\u0131n\u0131za ne gelirse vard\u0131. Gecenin sonu yolculuk ile ba\u015flar.<a href=\"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/28092013079-Hohe-Qualit%C3%A4t-und-Gr%C3%B6%C3%9Fe.swf\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-1686 alignright\" style=\"border: 4px solid black; margin: 4px;\" title=\"DSCF365522\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/DSCF365522-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/DSCF365522-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/DSCF365522-1024x768.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a> Ben yaz\u0131m\u0131n, muhte\u015fem g\u00fczlleri anlatan ba\u015fka bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc aktaray\u0131m; Bana yeti\u015femezdi bunun i\u00e7in yeterli tecr\u00fcbeye ve g\u00fcce sahip de\u011fildi. \u0130nsan ya\u015famda her zaman y\u00fckselmez, bazen\u2019de al\u00e7al\u0131r. O art\u0131k daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 yapamayacakt\u0131. Benim bulundu\u011fum seviyeye kadar inemeyecekti. Benim gitmem gereken ve onun dayanamayaca\u011f\u0131 kadar yo\u011fun bir gece vard\u0131. Dostluklar\u0131na b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6nem veren, ancak dost bildi\u011fini de sarsmaktan \u00e7ekinmeyen, mutlu olabilmek i\u00e7in sabah\u0131 bekleyen ben, hemen her konuda ustala\u015fm\u0131\u015f say\u0131lmazd\u0131m. Ancak ge\u00e7mi\u015fimizde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, asla unutulmayan, yar\u0131m kalan bir sevda \u00f6yk\u00fcleri hep vard\u0131. Fato\u015fun do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc ile ba\u015flad\u0131k yazmaya onunla bitirelim.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Art\u0131k sevmiyorum. Ya nas\u0131l, nas\u0131l sevmi\u015ftim, sesim arar r\u00fczgar\u0131 ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in ona, o ellere yar olur. \u00d6pmemden \u00f6nceki gibi, o ses, \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l ten ve sonsuz bak\u0131\u015flarla, art\u0131k sevmiyorum. Ya seversem yine! Ne uzundur unutu\u015f ah, ne k\u0131sad\u0131r sevda, b\u00f6yle gecelerde kollar\u0131na almadan. Y\u00fcre\u011fim dayanm\u0131yor yitmesine kolayca. \u0130\u015fte bu gecenin hat\u0131r\u0131na hemde Hatice&#8217;nin mekan\u0131nda \u00e7ekti\u011fim resimlerden bir demet derledim bir an\u0131 olarak kals\u0131n Fato\u015f han\u0131ma.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mehmet Tevfik \u00d6zkartal<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">02.06.2014<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir \u00e7ok \u015feyi unutabilirsiniz ancak do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerini asla! ve ya bir \u00e7ok do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc daveti\u2019de alabilirsiniz kat\u0131lmamazl\u0131k olmaz asla!\u00a0 Zihninizin me\u015fgul oldu\u011fu bir g\u00fcnde b\u00f6yle bir hata yapt\u0131ysan\u0131z ve kendinizi affettirmek i\u00e7in g\u00fczel bir do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc mesaj\u0131 ar\u0131yorsan\u0131z daha fazla aramay\u0131n. Mesajla kendinizi affetirece\u011finizi san\u0131yorsan\u0131z yan\u0131l\u0131yorsunuz. Elinizde do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcnden kalm\u0131\u015f bir ka\u00e7 resim i\u015fte tek [&#8230;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[14,4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1658"}],"version-history":[{"count":23,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1660,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1658\/revisions\/1660"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1658"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1658"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1658"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}