{"id":1231,"date":"2011-02-06T21:28:43","date_gmt":"2011-02-06T20:28:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/?p=1231"},"modified":"2011-02-10T23:24:59","modified_gmt":"2011-02-10T22:24:59","slug":"geliyorlar-geliyorlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/?p=1231","title":{"rendered":"Geliyorlar! Geliyorlar!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Annesinin sesiydi, a\u011fl\u0131yor ve s\u00f6yleniyordu. G\u00f6zlerini ovalad\u0131. Kim gelmi\u015fti bu saatte?\"s\u00fckran-g\u00fcnay\"<\/h3>\n

Acele yer yata\u011f\u0131ndan f\u0131rlad\u0131. Basma entarisini giydi. H\u0131zla oda kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Badem g\u00f6zl\u00fc annesine sokuldu, sar\u0131ld\u0131… Yumu\u015fac\u0131k, s\u0131cac\u0131k annesi: \u2018\u2019Eh, yetti gari, can\u0131mdan bezdim! \u2019\u2019 diyordu. Hayatta(\u00e7\u0131kartmal\u0131k) minderin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturmu\u015f, ellerini dizlerine vura vura yak\u0131n\u0131yordu. Yumuk elleriyle anac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi, yanaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc, yeniden s\u0131k\u0131ca sar\u0131ld\u0131. Hen\u00fcz anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olup biteni\u2026
\nKederli ana, kollar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na<\/strong> al\u0131p yavrusunu, \u00f6pt\u00fc yanaklar\u0131ndan. S\u0131cac\u0131kt\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc anas\u0131n\u0131n. T\u00fcm v\u00fccuduna akan bir \u0131l\u0131kl\u0131k hissetti, dayad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn aras\u0131na, suskundu, dinliyordu sadece anac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131: \u201c K\u00f6r olmayas\u0131ca! Ald\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gitti yine. \u00dcst\u00fcnde i\u00e7 don, fanil\u00e2 ve yal\u0131nayak. Ay ba\u015f\u0131 tuttu! Gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz belli de\u011fil, geldiler mi ka\u00e7\u0131yor. B\u0131kt\u0131m usand\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck Allah\u2019\u0131m! Onca hocalar da bilemedi derdini. Hastane kap\u0131lar\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, bir \u015feyi yok bu adam\u0131n dediler hep.\u201d \u00c7ileli kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131, simsiyah sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ak\u0131yordu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n. Aln\u0131nda \u0131slakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kalkt\u0131, bez mendil buldu, sildi g\u00f6zlerini, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc annesinin, mendili de tutu\u015fturdu eline. Burnunu sildi kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z, h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klar dinmiyordu: \u201d Ah, g\u00fcl\u00fcm ahhh! Seni bu hallere getirenler kahrolsun! Ortal\u0131kta kimseler de yoktur \u015fimdi, ya k\u00f6r kuyulardan birine atarsan kendini! Ne olur benim hallerim? S\u0131\u011f\u0131rtma\u00e7lar \u00e7oktan yol ald\u0131lar, koval\u0131kta kimseler yoktur ki, seni bulup da tutsalar, getirseler.\u201d
\nAnlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olup biteni \u015fimdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z, do\u011fruldu, hayat dedikleri teras\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt basamakl\u0131 merdivenlerini iki\u015fer atlad\u0131, lastik ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 giydi, tahtadan sokak kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tokma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti, koval\u0131k yoluna ko\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Soka\u011f\u0131n bitiminde upuzun, k\u00f6ylere giden toprak yol uzan\u0131yordu. Bir iki seslenenler oldu, ‘Ne oldu? ‘ diye. Ald\u0131rmad\u0131, duymamazl\u0131ktan geldi. Akl\u0131 fikri babac\u0131\u011f\u0131nda idi. Ya k\u00f6r kuyulardan birine d\u00fc\u015fer ve koca koca y\u0131lanlar onu sokarlarsa? Daha da h\u0131zland\u0131. Oval\u0131\u011fa gelmi\u015fti, yoldan ayr\u0131ld\u0131, sazl\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131na dald\u0131. Sanki bir ses vard\u0131, ona ‘gel! ‘ diyen. O tarafa do\u011fru bocalad\u0131 bacaklar\u0131. Hem ilerilere bak\u0131yor, hem de \u00e7al\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n aras\u0131ndaki ta\u015fl\u0131k yolu izlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00fcne\u015f\u2019in \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 fazlaca ok\u015famaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sa\u00e7 diplerine kadar terlemi\u015f, aln\u0131ndan g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131na, oradan da boynuna ak\u0131yordu damlalar. G\u00fcll\u00fc entarisi bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, terden v\u00fccuduna yap\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, ko\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 engelliyordu. Elbisesinin ete\u011fini \u00e7eki\u015ftirip duruyordu bu y\u00fczden, h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kesmiyordu ama.. Dikenler tak\u0131l\u0131yordu ara s\u0131ra bacaklar\u0131na. \u00c7izilen yerlerden kanlar ak\u0131yordu. Il\u0131k \u0131l\u0131k akarak lastik pabu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7lerine s\u0131zd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hissediyordu… Ne s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015f v\u00fccudu ne bacaklar\u0131ndaki s\u0131yr\u0131klar ne akan kanlar ne de gittik\u00e7e daha fazla yakan G\u00fcne\u015f\u2019e ald\u0131rm\u0131yordu. Bir an \u00f6nce bulmal\u0131yd\u0131 mavi\u015f babas\u0131n\u0131\u2026
\nBir karalt\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc uzaklarda. Umutland\u0131; y\u00fcz\u00fcne kan, bacaklar\u0131na g\u00fc\u00e7 geldi, u\u00e7acak gibiydi. G\u00f6zleri yaln\u0131zca karalt\u0131y\u0131 izliyor, bir an \u00f6nce yakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Nas\u0131l da yuvarlan\u0131verdi aniden! \u00d6n\u00fcndeki engeli g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti. \u015eimdi de ayak parmaklar\u0131 ac\u0131maya ba\u015flad\u0131. Kocaman bir ta\u015f t\u00f6kezlenmesine sebep olmu\u015ftu. Umurunda de\u011fildi, toparland\u0131, ko\u015ftu yine soluk solu\u011fa, karalt\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu tarafa\u2026 Dikkatliydi ama \u015fimdi, d\u00fc\u015fmeden ula\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131 hedefe. Bast\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerleri ve varaca\u011f\u0131 yeri biliyordu art\u0131k.
\nGittik\u00e7e ikile\u015fti karalt\u0131lar. Yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a belirginle\u015fti g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri. \u0130ki adamd\u0131 o karalt\u0131. Onlar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler belki, sormal\u0131yd\u0131. Nefesi duracak gibiydi heyecandan, \u00fcmitten. Yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kalbi daha h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Babas\u0131yd\u0131 adamlardan biri. Son h\u0131zla ko\u015ftu, babas\u0131n\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131nda buldu kendini. \u00d6pt\u00fc… \u00f6pt\u00fc… doyas\u0131ya, ‘Yavrum! ‘ diyen can\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i babas\u0131 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sard\u0131 kollar\u0131yla. Bir zaman \u00f6ylece kald\u0131lar. A\u011fl\u0131yordu ikisi de.
\nYa\u015fl\u0131 adam: ‘ Evlat dedi\u011fin budur i\u015fte! ‘ dedi. ‘Bak yavrum! Baban\u0131za g\u00f6z kulak olun. Pe\u015fini b\u0131rakmay\u0131n. Kendini kaybedince ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyor.’ Bu k\u00f6r kuyunun ba\u015f\u0131nda babas\u0131 ile oturan kimdi bilemedi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Bir daha da g\u00f6rmedi onu.<\/p>\n

Sar\u0131ld\u0131lar baba k\u0131z. Eve vard\u0131lar. Annesinin y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. A\u011fabeyi okuldan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Yer sofras\u0131 kuruldu, olanlardan konu\u015fulmad\u0131. ‘ Yavrular\u0131m! Sizler benim can\u0131ms\u0131n\u0131z.’ diyordu can babas\u0131. Her seferinde b\u00f6yle olurdu. Hat\u0131rlamaz, bilmezdi yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. Soran da olmazd\u0131. Neden? Korkarlar m\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n

Hay\u0131r, hat\u0131rlanmak istenmezdi ailece. Korkulu anlard\u0131, bir dahaki sefere kadar suskun kal\u0131rlard\u0131. Bilirlerdi, annesinin deyimi ile yeni<\/strong> ay g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ba\u015flard\u0131 ka\u00e7malar.
\nKimdi gelenler? Neden ka\u00e7ard\u0131? Kimselerin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fe aramas\u0131na sebep olan i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda neler vard\u0131? Senelerce bilemedi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z.
\nY\u0131llar birbirini kovalad\u0131. Anne oldu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z. Ara\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131, buldu: Kurtulu\u015f Sava\u015f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ac\u0131lar\u0131yd\u0131 iki y\u00fcre\u011fin derinliklerinde gizlenen. Ana o\u011ful sald\u0131r\u0131lara u\u011fram\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Namus ar bilip saklam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131; s\u00f6zle\u015fmeli, beynin ak\u0131l almaz dehlizlerine boh\u00e7alam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 sava\u015fta ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131. Gecelerin simsiyah koynunda depre\u015fiyordu an(\u0131) lar…
\nBedenleri isyandayd\u0131 koskoca bir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyunca ama. Babaanne son nefesini ‘Geliyorlar! Geliyorlar! ‘ diyerek sedir altlar\u0131nda verdi. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131, en yak\u0131nlar\u0131 bilemediler nedenini, o\u011flundan gayr\u0131s\u0131\u2026
\nDertli baba<\/strong> ise huzurluydu, yaln\u0131z de\u011fildi son nefeste. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc koca k\u0131z\u0131na, son y\u0131llar\u0131nda d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc sava\u015f\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtan s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 ve rahatlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6m\u00fcr boyu ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131ndan oysa… Kimbilir nice canlar vard\u0131 daha; g\u00f6md\u00fcler zihinlerinin derinlerine, diyemediler ba\u015flar\u0131na gelenleri\u2026<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fckran G\u00fcnay<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Annesinin sesiydi, a\u011fl\u0131yor ve s\u00f6yleniyordu. G\u00f6zlerini ovalad\u0131. Kim gelmi\u015fti bu saatte?
\nAcele yer yata\u011f\u0131ndan f\u0131rlad\u0131. Basma entarisini giydi. H\u0131zla oda kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Badem g\u00f6zl\u00fc annesine sokuldu, sar\u0131ld\u0131… Yumu\u015fac\u0131k, s\u0131cac\u0131k annesi: \u2018\u2019Eh, yetti gari, can\u0131mdan bezdim! \u2019\u2019 diyordu. Hayatta(\u00e7\u0131kartmal\u0131k) minderin \u00fcst\u00fcne oturmu\u015f, ellerini dizlerine vura vura yak\u0131n\u0131yordu. Yumuk elleriyle anac\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sildi, yanaklar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc, yeniden s\u0131k\u0131ca sar\u0131ld\u0131. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1231"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1231"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1231\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1237,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1231\/revisions\/1237"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.gazetealmanci.de\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}